Moto Mavens
Published in đDamnMag.
At age 8, Gevin Fax didnât have many friends. Growing up in L.A., she would ride her bicycle with her two brothers. That year, her father entered her in a mini-motorbike competition and she won her raceâtaking the podium amongst all boys. She felt awkward and out of place as the only girl who had competed. As an African-American girl interested in motorbikes, she was different, but she was also hooked. She got her first moped at 10 years old, moved on to street bikes as an adolescent, and then bigger bikes as an adult. She rode alone most of the time. But riding motorcycles gave her something that she says people, at the time, couldnâtâa unique identity.
When social media took off, Fax started engaging more on different platforms. She quickly found more women like her. She found a community.
Can a bike really help you find your identity? For Fax and many other womxn bikers, identity is where the rubber meets the road.
Identity is not just who we are, but who we aspire to be. Identity is fluid and requires us to continually define and affirm; re-define and re-affirm who we are as we age. How do we do this? Through symbols and culture.
Culture makes the world meaningful to ourselves and ourselves meaningful to the world. Symbols are the vehicles through which culture is expressedâand you can probably guess what the main symbol is in biker culture.
Gevin Fax, 63
âTwo wheels and an engine. It gave me something thatâat the timeâpeople couldnât give me,â says Fax in the short film The Litas. The film, released in 2018, profiles Fax and her membership to The Litasâthe worldâs largest female biking collective.
âWhen I tapped into The Litas, I got lucky and I got picked up by a production company who wanted to do a story on a veteran motorcyclist,â says Fax. âI ended up being the Litasâ poster childâor poster old-lady,â laughs Fax, motorcycles revving in the background. Sheâs calling from Mountain Springs Saloon, a biker bar about 40 miles outside of Las Vegas.
The Litas from Stept Studios on Vimeo.
Fax divides her time between her properties in Lake Balboa and Pine Mountain, California. The L.A. native is an accomplished actor and musician. Between acting and music gigs, she puts her MA in Physical Education to good use and works as a teacher. Her resume is peppered with motorcycle pursuits: mechanic and test rider, moto-magazine cover model, motorcycle stunt-double, and more. Fax is fit. Her aesthetic combines dreadlocks, sunglasses, bandanas, Southwest jewelry, a helmet and gogglesâradiating ageless cool.
Lindsey Hagen, the filmâs executive producer, met a Litas member while backpacking in Costa Rica. When she got back to the U.S., she was introduced to Fax and was inspired by her âunapologetic ability to follow her heart, while empowering others to do the same.â Hagen credits the filmâs popularity to its protagonist: âShe exemplifies strength, kindness and good will,â writes Hagen in an email. âI know the reason this film did so well was because Gevinâs story is the one we were aching to hear.â
Although not her first time performing, Faxâs leading role in The Litas film propelled her to new levels of notoriety. âIt just blossomed into this movement, and I got boosted along with The Litas world-wide, and that was kind of like my claim to fame in the younger sect,â explains Fax.
âNow that Iâm tapped into this younger crew, and understand the inner-workings of Instagram, Twitter, and TikTok, I have this window and this path into a different world.â
Self-identifying is just as much about who you are, as who youâre not. In this new world of younger riders, Faxâs identity was put in a new perspective.
âI ended up riding more with these kids that are 20s, 30s, and 40s, and nobody is in my age category at all,â she laughs. âSo, Iâve become this bridge between the two worlds.â
Avory Allman, 29
Photographer Avory Allman lives in Colorado. She met Fax a couple of years ago at the Blacktop Ramble, a Litas weekend camping event in Torrey, Utah. âThe moment I saw her, I was drawn to her and introduced myself,â says Allman. âI was like, âOh my gawd, that lady looks so cool, I wannaâ do a photoshoot with her ⌠We did a little photoshoot and bonded,â she says. The two became fast friends.
Like Fax, Allmanâs mom grew up around boys, riding dirt bikes and mini-bikes. Her momâs brother owned a motorcycle shop. However, unlike Fax, Allmanâs mom didnât immediately graduate to motorcycles.
Allmanâs uncle died unexpectedly in 2001. The motorcycle shop was sold and, in his memory, her mom wanted to own one of the bikes from his shop: a Honda Shadow 750. âThat was her first real road bike,â says Allman, âthatâs when she really started getting back into riding.â Her mom was 38.
As a child, Allman would ride on the back of her momâs bike. âI always admired it, and I loved riding with her. I was like, âOh I want to get a bike someday,â but then I just kind of lost track of that. I stopped thinking about it through highschool and college.â
A couple of years ago, Allman started to think about it again. First, she got a dirt bike, to get more familiar with a bikeâs controls. Then, when a friendâs grandfather was clearing out his garage, she was offered a Kawasaki Eliminatorâfree. Allman took it as a sign.
âIâm a little self-conscious about it,â she says, âthe engine sounds like a sewing machine.â
But on that learner bike, Allman started to stitch together her identity as a biker.
For her motherâs 58th birthday, Allman invited her mom to fly out for a visit. As a birthday gift, Allman rented her an Indian Scout. Riding with her mom though the canyons of Colorado was a gift for Allman too.
âIt was just so cool to finally ride next to herâeven though Iâm on my little bike.â
Despite coming by riding honestly, Allman is still on the learning curve. And so is her identity.
âI donât want to put on this act that Iâm a biker and I know what Iâm doingâbecause Iâm not,â she says, âbut thatâs my goal. And I still feel like I have a lot of time.â
It takes time to settle into an identity, and it takes time to get comfortable riding a motorcycle. Thanks to examples like Fax, new riders donât have to feel pressured to become that young biker chick from Instagram.
âIâm just looking forward to continuing to break past my barriers of fear and self-consciousness so I can continue to ride with [my mom] and go on more trips with her,â says Allman.
Being on a learning curve in an Instagram-TikTok-performative generation isnât easy. The learner identity is a vulnerable one and quitting is always an option, especially as an adult trying something new.
â[A] lot of people feel like, âOh, Iâm too old to be riding motorcyclesâ,â says Allman. She points to examples from social media of women in their early 20s riding 1200 cubic centimetre Harley Davidsons. âAnd Iâm like, âOh man, I feel kind of lame showing up and I just have this little bikeâ,â she says. âBut it doesnât really matter, as long as youâre out there learning ⌠I think everyone should accept that, and accept that everyone is ⌠at a different stage in their learning.â
âI want to make my mom proud and I want to ride alongside her, so thatâs something that Iâve always kind of wanted to be my identity, and I just donât want to come across as someone whoâs faking it.â
Shelli Anderson, 35
âMy mom was very scared, she didnât want me to get on motorcycles, not even dirt bikes,â says Shelli Anderson. âI think it made me want to do it a little more.â
Like Allman, Anderson grew up around dirt bikes. Her dad rode dirt bikes, which her mom sheltered her from, but it only ignited Andersonâs curiosity for the sport.
âI wish my mom rode, so it was really cool when I met my husband and his mom rode because that got me even more excited,â she says on a phone call from her home in San Diego.
Anderson met her husband in high-school. As a teenager, she watched him graduate from dirt bikes to Harley Davidsons. Anderson never wanted to ride on the back of his Harleyâshe wanted her own.
A few years later, Andersonâs mother-in-law found a group of women on social media organizing an all-women motorcycle camping event called âBabes Ride Out.â According to the event webpage, Babes Ride Out started as a girls weekend between friends in California who were âfairly new to street ridingâ and wanted to meet with all the other women riders they were âstarting to connect with on social media.â
âMy mother-in-law reached out and said, âLetâs go to Babes Ride Out.â So I got my permit and I learned on my husbandâs Harley, and ever since then I was obsessed,â says Anderson.
Anderson and her husband now have three childrenâtwo girls and a baby boy. She says itâs only natural her kids would be drawn to motorbikesâand that Anderson would encourage her girls (Scarlet, 11 and Penny, 8) to ride.
âIâm really stoked that my girls have a mom that does ride. So maybe thatâs why Iâm doing it with my girlsâbecause itâs something I always wanted.â
Anderson says she signed them up for all kinds of extra curriculars, âbut they always gravitated to motorcycles because they see how much my husband and I love it. Itâs pretty awesome; they just love riding,â she says. âMy oldest was 3 or 4 when she got on her first dirt bike,â she says.
With a recent increase in the production of electric bike options for junior riders, more kids are getting exposed to the sport and at younger ages. According to Anderson, neighbours and friends say she has inspired them to let their kids try motorbikes. She thinks these changes will impact generations to come.
âThe generation has totally changed. Thereâs way more womenâlet alone momsâriding, and I really hope that more moms introduce it to their kids and it teaches them that they can do it. Thereâs no separation anymore. [When] you ride, you ride: girl, boy, woman, man ⌠and more kids,â she says.
Like others who self-identify with motorcycle culture, Anderson feels the bike helps her connect to herself: âI feel more connected and in-tune with myself, riding. Your mind is completely wiped clean, but the moment⌠youâre thinking about just you and that bike.â She identifies as a female rider in juxtaposition to the generation before her of male motorcycle role models: âWhere I hear some people say: âIâm not just a woman rider, Iâm a rider.â Well, I didnât grow up in a family where women rode, so it is a bigger deal.â
This gender and age separation is dissolving as more women, moms, kids and older adults get into the sport.
âIt should be interesting to see what the future holds ⌠whether the parents ride or not. But I do think itâs important for parents to not give up what they love if itâs riding or whatever it may be, because I hope that it would just inspire kidsâŚâ says Anderson. âYou get older and you feel like you need to give up your passion and what you love doing, but I just believe in including your kids in it.â
Tana Roller, 50
âMy dad basically had me riding before walking,â says Tana Roller. âHeâs a biker and a motorsports enthusiast. He used to race rally cars and motorcycles. He had a Yamaha store when I was a kid, so we would get to ride all the new bikes when they came out.â
Roller, a production designer and casting director, has seen many identities within motorcycle cultureâespecially with the advent of social media.
âIt gets very cliqueyâa lot [of people] just like to ride to lunch and take pictures of each other, and itâs kind of more about being a part of the scene of it all instead of biking with a mission,â she says. Roller emphasizes this identity is âjust differentâânot derogatory.
Fax found a bird of the same feather in Roller. âThis is why I enjoy riding with Tana,â says Fax, âwe fly at the same rate.â The two tour together without agenda or schedule. They enjoy exploring and meeting new people. They ride with purpose: to live their dare, live out loud, and inspire the next generation.
Both hope to retire soon to follow this passion full-time. True to their âlive your dareâ ethos, Roller, Fax and two other badass women recently formed a new motorcycle project called âa qUest cALLed triBEâ.
âThe reason thatâs our name is if you break down A Quest Called Tribe ⌠itâs the words itself: Your life is a quest to find your tribe,â says Roller.
âI created Quest out of a desire to take control of my future, basically as my retirement plan,â she explains. âI knew that I didnât want to spend the rest of my life putting together other peopleâs visions. It was time to take control of my own.â
The project is a TV series documenting anything and anyone aligning for a great future. Their scope: multi-generational. Their subjects: those helping to create âa place[where] our kids and our grandkids will thrive,â says Roller. Several episodes have already been shot and, as of publishing time, the group is still looking for a network interested in picking up the series.
âThe old days of bikers kind of had a separation to it,â Roller explains. âLike, thereâs the old-school vibe [but] nowadays youâll see anybody riding with anybody. Thatâs how we are ⌠What we do is travel on our bikes⌠and in those travels we look for todayâs revolutionaries⌠doing good things for the planet.â
Along the way, the Quest crew is inspiring other female riders. On one shoot, the ladies of Quest really came to know their impact. They were documenting the Veterans Charity Ride â a nine-day motorcycle therapy ride from L.A. to Stugis, South Dakota, for 20 select U.S. military veterans â when one young interviewee turned the tables to put the spotlight on her interviewers.
âShe started telling us that she found us on Instagram while she was in Iraq in the most horrific conditions and [that] we inspired her to ride motorcyclesâwe all just started crying. She was like, âYou donât even understand how that saved me,ââ says Roller. â[S]he found us ⌠nerds â motorcycle nerds â over here, just happy to be doing what weâre doing, and it changed her, and we got to meet her and hear that story and, I mean, that changed me so much ⌠it was so moving,â says Roller.
âYou never know who you inspireâitâs never one person, you know. You think itâs one person; but, they know people [who know] people, and itâs just so powerful. Itâs just amazing.â
These womxn bikers show how the biker identity can be pollinated. The identity of a rider is never static. Whether introduced to bikes in childhood or adulthood, inspired on your own, or by a parent, every rider grows with the miles.
Bikes connect you to the road, and the road connects you to where you came from âas well as to where youâre going.